patience

so i read a book about metabolism and the hormones that control it. and then i started wondering if my acknowledged whacked out hormones have been impacting my metabolism as well.. and so, i figured while i'm still in the category of cobra-insured, i'd make an appointment with an endocrinologist and see what i can learn about my body.

i'm very healthy, i know that. it's something i can put in all three categories of dbg in fact. so, though i have some reasons for being curious about what's going on, i don't have any significant issues to correct. or none that affect my life on a daily basis, at least. but in the endless pursuit of knowledge, i happily handed over 8 vials of blood from my left arm.

and then they handed me a red biohazard jug. and informed me they wanted a 24-hour sample of urine.

umm. ok. just when i thought this process would be most difficult in the waiting. because truly, waiting is one of the hardest things for me.

last night when i was refreshing on the law of attraction, i was reminded that waiting periods are really allowing periods. allowing the universe to manifest that which my attention is focused on and allowing it to come to me in ways i'm too narrow to imagine myself.

so, while my test results from the endocrinologist are low on the list of things i'm allowing as i don't expect much; there are other things that are weighing heavily on me these days. things i desire and am impatient for.

i will allow these desires to come to me. i will expect these desires to manifest. i will center myself in abundance and receive.

and next time i will think twice about medical exploration when a take-home lab test is involved.

d: patience and positivity in my allowing.
b: i'm a master manifester.
g: and i'm an infrequent urinator.